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I believe intuitively I was preparing for a shift in my life since last December. The winds of change were coming and I wasn't necessarily worried . I started downsizing the clutter in January. I bought a 2022 road atlas and several state maps. I don't have a dime and then, wham got sick, landlord not renewing lease, and probably going to self retire. I looked up and OK you have my attention; I am ready!

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I didn't see those coming and yes 1,2 and 3 are very present in my life at this moment. I am a perfectionist, but I am not perfect. I keep trying and end up disappointed with myself. Work and relationships are the 2 most difficult for me to quit. Today for example I nearly did quit, and to be real with myself I may not have to because I might get fired. I believe I quit in my mind long before I walk away. If I am walking I'm not coming back. I suppose Its my heart that doesn't make it and the scars keep getting thicker; I fear that more than most. I do not accept that happening, maybe because its the best part of me. For now, I am glad I got a look at these before tomorrow and we'll see.

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